I also thought I made it clear that what I was writing wasn't entirely about your diary, it was sort of a product of days of little things floating around in my head. So I really hope I haven't offended you in any way, that would really upset me. Really.
Anyway, I certainly didn't mean to single you out for criticism, and in fact I didn't think of my comment as particularly harsh criticism at that. (If I'd meant it as such, trust me, you would have known.) I'm just saying...
I'm just plain sick and tired of talking about America. I lived there my whole life. I moved away because I wanted to learn about other places and other peoples. I came to ET for the same reason.
We talk about America all the time here?
You don't think? Um, six of the eight recommended diaries at the moment are either entirely or significantly about America.
Sure, we talk about lots of other things here, which is the reason I'm here, but yes, we talk about America a lot here, and often in the most-commented-upon and most-recommended diaries. That's probably partly because there are so many American participants here, and probably partly for... um, other reasons.
So fighting media spin is all about being over-sensitive?
Of course it's not, but that isn't really the point. In life and here, I don't bother to call people on some things, because if I complain, it's obviously just because I'm just the over-sensitive American. Even if I'm right. Being right isn't the issue.
Please go ahead with a series of diaries bothering to deconstruct other countries...
But I don't really want to. I want to like everyone, and everywhere. Honestly! Can't we all just get along?! :-\
Yes, I get frustrated with the country I live in, endlessly frustrated, but as I said, I'm a guest there, and it seems rather ungracious to tear them to shreds. Besides, as an American, it would feel a bit like being a bully, picking on the little guy. Because everyone's a little guy compared to us.
Sigh. Where am I going with this....
Of course I recognize that America is "the big wheeler-dealer" on the planet. Of course I don't need to be reminded of that. If I didn't respect you so much, I'd take offense at the suggestion... ;-)
I think the problem is that despite not needing to be reminded, I keep being reminded. Done. Mission accomplished. We get it. Mister, the horse is dead, you can stop hitting it now.
OK, this next part is serious.
I really wan't going to mention this, but I spent a large chunk of my summer in Lebanon, a country that was at the time being bombed by my government's closest ally, using bombs that my country sold to them, while my government sat by and said, "Oh, it's all very awful, but Lebanese lives are worth less than other lives." Essentially.
I'm in Beirut right now, and these people are amazingly, unbelievable, breathtakingly gracious: "Oh, you're from America, I love Americans, I have three sons in America... they all support the resistance...."
An so part of it is yes, I am well and truly familiar with how bad we can be at our worst, how hideously and grotesquely powerful, I have seen ample evidence of that, and I am surrounded by that evidence right now.
But I am also surrounded by evidence that criticism and anger need not be rancorous and personalized and simplistic. And yet sometimes it gets that way. Even here, and that disappoints me. And what disappoints me more is that when it is not recognized for what it is.
Because if these people can be so gracious, and my bombs have destroyed half their country.... ag, words fail me.
Maybe I just lose a little patience with the complaints of people for whom all of this is a little more abstract. I should work on that, cuz you don't have to have had half your country destroyed by America in order to have a valid opinion about America, right? Just like you don't have to be an American to have a valid opinion about America.
Ag, I'm still rambling. Anyway, I guess I just need to say again that I really wasn't trying to offend you, and I'm sorry if I did.
Good night.
I do think you have a unique perspective, for one, that you have lived and traveled in Africa extensively, and secondly, that you are currently living in Cairo and working in Beirut. I don't think most of us can fully understand the impact of the experience you may be having in Beirut right now. That the people you are having contact with now are being friendly and gracious is truly amazing. Somehow I can imagine having mixed feelings myself, if I were there...like, "what the hell did we just do??"
For me, as an American-expat living in Europe, who was kindly invited to participate as a volunteer administrator of this Pan-European culture & politics blog we call ET, I have tried...and will continue to try...to do my damnest to write articles & promote diaries that focus primarily on European and International topics over American topics here on ET. Its not about being anti-American, as much as having to do with the fact that there are TONS of American politics blogs already. What we need is more Pan-European blogs. Of course, I am also the guy who often pesters people about writing more diaries (punkt), so beggars can't be choosers so much. I'm glad Americans come here and participate as readers, commenters and writers...but I do hope (and have frequently asked) that we keep the focus on European and the international issues, first and foremost. Occasionally we have to remind people...but in a sensitive way, so they don't get pissed off and leave...but just change the focus away from US topics so much. And for the most part, when this has been brought up, people have responded. Maybe it is just another one of those times...I personally want to see more European diaries, and with all the variety of countries and cultures, there is SO much to write about...we really don't need to focus on US stuff so much. But...we are also continually being bombarded by US politics, economics and culture here too. I mean, I often shake my head at how much the Swiss seem to want to become more like "Americans" (or their picture of Americans), ie, Paris Hilton, fashion, free-market bullshit, corporate hostility towards workers, etc. The Swiss right wing seems to think the Republicans are worth copying. So...I only hope an alternate vision prevails (and in this respect, the dialogue here is important).
Anyway, now I'm rambling...but having myself for the first time in the last year taken trips to Egypt and Eastern Africa, one really gets that it is a big, rather different world out there. Though, perhaps different from your experiences, I have mostly been met with indifference (which I prefer) or with "shh, don't tell too many people you are American", or "you didn't vote for him, did you?". As for gracious Lebanese, I have made a friend here in Switzerland who is from Lebanon...who is an avid watcher of Hesbollah TV. And unfortunately, it appears that network is as full of bullshit as the worst that Fox network in the US comes up with...the things he thinks are true about America and AMericans are obviously propaganda based, that it is maddening. So we don't see each other too much these days...he's too damned conservative and angry...though I suspect, there are many who feel/belive just like him...which as an expat, is quite disturbing.
Anyway...take care of yourself out there TSP...and please keep talking about your experiences, as you add important views!! "Once in awhile we get shown the light, in the strangest of places, if we look at it right" - Hunter/Garcia
I really am grateful for this place (ET) and for the people I have a chance to interact with here. And I didn't mean to imply otherwise.
<sniff> I love you guys. <sob>
No, really. I do.
OK, I'm outta here, need lunch.
(Hope you enjoyed a good lunch stormy!!) "Once in awhile we get shown the light, in the strangest of places, if we look at it right" - Hunter/Garcia
In fact you're right that if America's the subject, there'll immediately be a big discussion. And there are diaries on America at the moment (but to some extent Kos's elegant remarks on the status of non-American contributors set that off). Partly, too, diaries on American topics are (welcome) cross-posts. And ET's biggest single constituency is Americans living in the US. Add to that US power and intervention in the world, and you've got reasons why people talk about America here.
Imagine we didn't. We would hear: you people aren't talking about the elephant in the parlour, why is that?
Anyway, the focus of my piece above was misunderstandings between Europeans and Americans in discussions here and on other blogs, and not America per se. I just sneakily put "America" in the title so I'd get lots of comments and recommends. This place is getting like DKos ;)
So I said what I thunk.
I would never expect anything less.
And it's not like I want to ban America as a topic of discussion here. That would be (a) impossible, (b) stupid, and (c) did I say impossible?
No, look, I want to talk about the world, and America (much to its dismay at times) is a part of the world -- a big, sloppy, insecure, powerful part. You can't talk about the world without talking about America. It'd be like talking about Of Mice and Men without mentioning Lennie.
But it's not all about Lennie. You can't leave out George, either.
(How's that for an American metaphor? I don't know if this means anything to you, maybe non-Americans don't read this book in school. But trust me, it's deeeeeeeep....)
Anyway, like I said, I don't really mind talking about America, I just wish I lived in a world where I didn't have to do it so often, or at least in a world where those conversations weren't so resounding, relentlessly, unflaggingly depressing.
This place is getting like DKos ;)
Astaghfirullah! God forbid. :-0
I saw the movie with Gary Sinise and John Malkovich, and then read the book...
Deep metaphor, and funny. Those whom the Gods wish to destroy They first make mad. -- Euripides
Imagine "Dubya" Lenny saying "I just wanted to pet 'em Iraqis". Those whom the Gods wish to destroy They first make mad. -- Euripides
