if so, i think it's healthy to be.
much fear is wasted on trivialities, but plutonium is more forever than diamonds.
you know you want to share, spit it out, we're all belted in and ready for the hit.
you don't post that much here, so i doubt this is a wind-up, why so cryptic at a time like this?
brrr ~"When an inner situation is not made conscious, it appears outside as fate." Karl Jung~