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Back in Minneapolis yet again, this time for Christmas. It is cold and there is snow on the ground. No mega-storm like the east coast had, but we're due for a good one tomorrow.

My three or four week "travel hangover" seems to have passed (a nasty sensation of fear, loneliness, and despair wrapped in one). Now life feels bland. That part was predictable, at least, whereas the how/what/when of the travel hangover was unknown until it happened. So my challenge is to get enough Good Things in my life such that life doesn't feel so bland. I doubt "regular life" can match how I felt while traveling, but that's ok. I think I can make regular life more interesting than it has been in the past, but if I can't, I'm going to consider more drastic options.

Regardless of how that plays out, I'm going to hit the road again in two or three years. Being in love with life like that is not something I am willing to experience only once.

you are the media you consume.

by MillMan (millguy at gmail) on Tue Dec 22nd, 2009 at 03:52:45 PM EST
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Being in love with life like that is not something I am willing to experience only once.

born for cultural pollination, methinks.

you'll be welcome to stop by if you do, meanwhile good luck alchemising the banal!

~"When an inner situation is not made conscious, it appears outside as fate." Karl Jung~

by melo (melometa4(at)gmail.com) on Tue Dec 22nd, 2009 at 04:25:14 PM EST
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Well also the universe informed that I should be a massage therapist, so I've been thinking about how to explore/do that - along with how to deal with it. I should email you about that, actually.

you are the media you consume.

by MillMan (millguy at gmail) on Tue Dec 22nd, 2009 at 09:36:23 PM EST
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got a call on the red phone, huh?

splendid, it will balance your intellectuality, and give it plenty of spacetime to ruminate once your hands learn to find their own way.

try and find a book called 'job's body'. it will help you prepare.

here's where i was working a couple of weeks ago

by all means email me

~"When an inner situation is not made conscious, it appears outside as fate." Karl Jung~

by melo (melometa4(at)gmail.com) on Tue Dec 22nd, 2009 at 10:06:37 PM EST
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Hope you will listen to the universe!!! And I agree with melo "job's body" is a must read if you want to head that way.

And maybe it is now a time in your life cycle for inner jounrey's until you are ready to travel again. I reread a few weeks ago Dan Millman's "The peaceful warrior" and I think, it's be a book you might enjoy at the present time, especially as he shares also your name. :-)

by Fran (fran at eurotrib dot com) on Wed Dec 23rd, 2009 at 12:59:09 AM EST
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that's great you know that book, fran!

another great writer is hugh milne, who gives classes in craniosacral therapy at wupperthal, in switzerland.

he also teaches in the USA and germany. if you're interested in a shamanic approach, read his stuff.

~"When an inner situation is not made conscious, it appears outside as fate." Karl Jung~

by melo (melometa4(at)gmail.com) on Wed Dec 23rd, 2009 at 08:34:53 AM EST
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I doubt "regular life" can match how I felt while traveling, but that's ok.

Even while I haven't made as grand an undertaking you have this year, I know the feeling well. It'll work out, one way or the other.

As I recently mused in my Norway journals, I've not been able (yet?) to match the level of that first experience during further travels. Perhaps there is no such thing as two first experiences. But well. I am not you.

In the meantime, enjoy family and the winter season.

by Nomad on Wed Dec 23rd, 2009 at 05:51:42 AM EST
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