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My heart goes out. I often wonder how your'e doing, not physically, but psychically. And I think you have a story to tell now that perhaps it's becoming water under the bridge, but I undestand why maybe you hold off.

I've done some personal stuff here and I look back and wonder how I did it. Then I think I trusted ET more than I do now, I think that's probably something we've all been through and i'm not sure we're better for it.

I have stories I need to tell about some of the stuff i'm going through, after all, as someone once asked, how do I know what to think until I find the words to say it ? I am wordless and carrying a sack of ashes till I can dump it down. But is this the time ? Is this the place ?

keep to the Fen Causeway

by Helen (lareinagal at yahoo dot co dot uk) on Fri Jan 29th, 2010 at 05:23:45 PM EST
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Helen, I hope you will post again, I always found your diaries very special.
by Fran (fran at eurotrib dot com) on Sat Jan 30th, 2010 at 01:20:39 AM EST
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I can't tell you what to do with that sack of ashes, Helen.  I'm not very good with my own. There has indeed been a psychic price to pay for what happened at the end of 2008, and, the heavier it's been, the more determined I've been to carry it alone.

What I will say, though, as much to me as to you: if not here, if not now, then where? When? x

by Sassafras on Sat Jan 30th, 2010 at 08:17:33 AM EST
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Re: personal stuff

I submit it is wise to remember that any blog is essentially a Public Space where conversation is easily "overheard" and not forgotten; thus available at any time to people one would not want to have knowing personal stuff.

Second, the medium is so prone to mis-communication of intent, content, and tone that I, for one, tend to shy away from commenting on 'personal' diaries & comments.

by ATinNM on Sat Jan 30th, 2010 at 02:09:25 PM EST
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